So after everything..
I finally find out what’s causing these panic attacks. It’s my birth control, which I had no idea could have this severe of side effects.
So I stop taking it and while waiting for it to leave my system I come with a game plan for my future and what does Comcast do? Just fucking shit all over everything. God I hate Comcast so much, with their bullshit “new plan”.
So now do I stick it out here for a bit and keep trying to get promoted and work on shit (maybe?) with the boyfriend orrrr save like crazy and move to VA in December if I can find a job there?
Fuck, the decisions.
I hate this but maybe it’s just all signs for another fresh start.
Emma Watson represents the UN, in her role as UN Women Goodwill Ambassador, in Uruguay where she was campaigning for a higher representation of women in politics.
(Source: vogue.co.uk, via riddlemetom)
"when i’m lying in my bed i think about life and i think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me."
"Anxiety is not rude. Depression is not selfish. Schizophrenia is not wrong. Eating disorders are not a choice. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder is not crazy. Mental illness isn’t self-centred, anymore than cancer is self-centred. It’s a medical illness."
"There are two ways you can get through pain. You can let it destroy you, or you can use it as fuel to drive you: to dream bigger, work harder."
"He will brush against your thigh and pretend that he didn’t, and he’ll look you in the eyes and tell you he likes them. He will take the band out of your ponytail because he likes your hair long, he will let you listen to his favourite song and it will get stuck in your head. He will kiss your lips until they are numb and he will hold your hands until they go numb too. Don’t watch the sunset with him, because you won’t be able to watch it again without missing the smell of his cologne. Don’t make him call you by your nickname, because afterwards you won’t be able to hear it. Your heart will be heavy and so will your head but just remember you were beautiful before he said so."